this is the last time

oh jom kite cte pasal budak name matin lg. hmm dr first aku jumpe die time ktorg f4 tak habis2 name die ade kt post blog aku. post aku pasal die ade yg ktorg tgh couple and then friend and then couple and then friend balik. yea 3 kali couple dan 3 kali break. i know nad thinks im stupid because i still accept him eventhough he has cheated me 2 times. no im not that stupid. it just that..it just that.. hmm ok i admit, i still love him. i cant lie to myself. and FYI,im not the only girl in the world that still loves him. i know that alot of his ex is still love him no matter how hurt were they when he breaks their hearts. i know cause most of his ex are my friend. i dont want to be one of the girl that 'in love' with that playboy. but my heart still love him kay. but wait wait one sec,dont worry,i dont love him anymore. finally! before this,aku still syg die ade sbb. he gave me alot of sweet memories. its not easy to forget sweet memories. its play automatically in my head. maybe its because our distance is quite far so we're outing many times and everytime we outing together has its sweet memories. time ktorg 1st break and kwn,kite tak lgsg mcm kwn. text mcm couple then kuar lg same2. kuar pun mcm couple. aku pun rse mcm pelik,ni kwn ape mcm ni. skandal? oh no no NEVER. its just not right. tak leh go on cmni. kwn tp mcm couple. aku pun decide tak nak lyn lgsg text or call die after ktorg bru kuar as a 'friend' tu. tp die pulak dh mcm org gilaa call aku text aku tak habis2 seharian. mmg die clueless nape aku tibe2 cmtu. esoknye plak tu bufday die,adoi aku pun meringankan tgn kul 12 hantar msj wish. yela at least dh tak nak lyn pun wish la aku rse kan. die mcm relieve je aku text en pastu die reply la thanks n blabla nape tak jwb call or text. and then aku mmg tak la nak bls. hahaha. mmg dh nekad ni takkn lyn. mmg hp aku tak pernah diam sehari tu. kwn matin sume text aku en,num tak knal pun ade call aku. tp mmg aku tak lyn. sumpah feeling best gile oh time tu. hahaha. lps aku tak bls tu pun matin mmg mcm dh tau aku mmg nk ignore die,die call lg. akhirnye aku tgk hp aku lame2 sket n agkt. hahaa tau tak suara dieee mmg lege gila aku agkt call tu. aku mereka reka cerita yg merepek nape aku ignore die seharian tu. time tu mmg die asyik call aku sbb free call kn. time tu la paling best. tp skrg ktorg bru break haritu, now mmg aku btul decide takkn cntc die lg. die mmg ajak kwn tp klau kwn mcm couple tak nak aku. aku dh tak boleh ade pape hubungan lg ngn die. so this is the last time i talk about a person name matin k.