EPIC.

i dunno why but i just love the word EPIC. i went out with aizad today. he is my bestbest frienddd. it was a great day at mid valley. watchin gullivers travels in 3D. i was so cold in the movie. aizad gave his jacket to me but at the same time he is also shivering. haha. then we played bowling. danggg aizad is funny all the time. i couldnt stop laughing. its so exciting talking to him. and yesterday, i hung out with shuw at mid valley too. with her cousins and her friends. her cousins are so beautiful coz they have an arabian blood. their eyes are so big. shuw's friend that she met on facebook looks like Maher Zain. yeah for real. after a while,i got to go to nadhirah and daia. i followed them looking for a job. tomorrow,im gonna meet dekwan my boyfriend. woah im seriously totally shy to meet him. it has been so long i didnt met him since he has move in to another school when we were form4. i thought he will bring his friend but he said he is alone. i wanna bring my friends,but everyone is so busy with work. soo..im shy lah! i hope everything will be going just great tomorrow.

budak lepasan SPM.

hey hey you you i just got back from tiara beach resort. it was an amazing weekend! i love it bile dh bole swim bukak mate dlm air. dulu takut gile nk bukak. igt sakit ouh. life guard kt sunway lagoon tu la yg convince aku utk bukak mate. time tu die nak tgkp gmbr aku ngn teah underwater. then die suro bukak mate,die ckp tak sakit. then we gave a shot. and its true! tak sakit. so i dont need to wear a goggle anymore. yeah! main go kart mmg best gilee. nak main lg! then naik basikal yg ada dua tu. yg kne kayuh same2. naik ngn akak aku. and the surprising thing is,hp aku dh off time 2nd day kt sane. bateri dh habis,tak bwk charger. dekwan msj aku terus ckp bateri low. and at that moment,hp aku off kehabisan bateri. mlm tu ade bola malaysia vs indonesia. tp kat bilik ktorg tak dpt tgk so aku ngn farah pgi main bola tampar,then ade org sorak2 malaysia boleh dr tingkap. semangat gila la. pastu ade org sambut menyambut dr bilik lain2. budak2 pun ade sorak2. haha. pastu ade rmai lelaki india nk join ktorg main bola tampar tu. best je. tgh main tu ade lg diorg jerit malaysia menang,ktorg kt bawah sume lompat sorak2. haha. aku ngn farah pun pgi tmpt lain pulak. mlm2 best la jalan kt situ. rmai org. meriah gile dgn budak2 kecik rmai main bende berlampu yg ade jual kt situ. lawa la mcm gasing berlampu,die boleh terbang tggi. tgk lawa je,menarik. aku suke tgk langit,bintang byk bersinar. sgt lawa. aku ngn farah pun main shoot2 kat net yg ade dekat situ. dh penat tu,duk bwh pokok kelape sembang2. lame la sembang. lepas tu yg tak expectnye dekwan pun pgi situ. aku dh ckp kt die aku nk pgi PD,die pun same ckp pgi PD. tp tak tau pulak tmpt ktorg PD tmpt yg same kt tiara. aku mmg tak tau lg2 hp pun dh tak leh on. dh blek smpai umah,dekwan msj die ckp die nmpk aku bru abis swim ngn duk bwh pokok kelape smlm. tp aku lgsg tak nmpk die. aku terkejot gile die ckp die pun pgi tiara. die kate die jalan sbelah aku je tp aku tak perasan. haha mmg tak perasan lgsg oh die. kelakar gila. mmg sah aku khusyuk sembang ngn farah time tu. then today pgi interview kdai cupcake tu,it was great. mcm2 die tnye. skejap je interview tu then aku pgi mkn dan cuci mata bli baju. haha esok teman nad cri keje. later :)

AWESOME!

it was amazing day on december 22nd! surprise aisyah azhar utk bufday die. bufday die 26th but aisyah busy keje, harini je die free tu pun kuar kul 4 lps die abis keje. everyone pun harini je free, nnt sume start next week ade yg keje, pgi kursus sume. then aku, nad ngn ilanur kuar awal utk prepare surprise tu. aisyah tak tau pape, die mcm igt kuar biase2 je, skali ktorg sediekn cupcake n hadiah utk die. sume dh masyuk skrg habis skola. hahaha. ni first time gak buat surprise birthday cmni. next year bufday sterusnye kasi surprise cmtu. :D mule2 agak kelam kabut tp berhasil gak plan ktorg. dgn lighter takde, pinjam lighter abg mne entah. haha. then mlm kul 8.10 tgk movie aku masih dara kat pavi. hmm not bad la. ade yg tak logik dan tak paham. dh abis tu kul 10, aku lapa nk bungkus mkn. nk mkn igt nk bungkus mcd kt bb, skali rmai org. kul 10 pun rmai org lg. pastu bli je kt a&w. hah lg best lengang je. haha. then tambah happynye, time otw pgi a&w, dekwan msj. msj funny. aku pun reply la. dekwan tu suke main2, aku lg lah suke main2. bergurau je klau msj die tu, pastu dlm 2, 3 msj aku reply, nad ngn aisyah yg dh typekan. aisyah bg ayat, nad type. sbb aku tgh bli, nad pgg hp aku. nad ckp pasal nk jd gf la. aisyah ngn nad mmg suke je klau aku couple ngn die. aisyah pun ckp sesuai la sume. aku mcm dh tak tau nk buat ape. pastu sume bg ayat je, nad send. mule2 igtkan terus jd joke skali dekwan serius. mule2 klau dekwan ckp, joking je la. aku dh ckp dh td tu kwn2 sume yg type. skali dekwan dh serius, aku pun terus msj nk tgk die ckp ape. then die mtk, aku ckp setuju. nak sahkan lg, nad type skrg kite couple la ye, dan yelah, couple. haha. SERIUS! aku tak pernah sangke dlm kepale aku yg aku akan jd gf die. ktorg knal dr skola rendah smpai menengah, we were like besfriend all this time, f4 die pindah teknik. skrg BF. tp ape2 pun, Alhamdulillah. time mkn ngn movie tgk muke korg sume aku fkir kite dh lame classmate skrg dh abis skola. woah. i love that feeling. haha. i will miss everyone. aisyah azhar, aisyah addenan, nadhirah, ilanur. dan dekwan. thank u so much and iloveu guys. muchmuch love ♥

new world

i just got back from applyin a job. well not a job. 3 jobs,they are all at pavilion. i dont know which one to choose. because that three jobs i just have a feeling that i will got it. im waitin the call from tangs to be a promoter. i think i prefer that the most. the other 2 jobs is at pizza hut and cupcakes store. i'd love to work at pizza hut but its just that so much to do. we have to make a KWSP,maybank. and much more. i could start work next monday at pizza hut. i will go if tangs dont call me. ahh i wanna work at tangs! so im waiting. thanks to nadhirah's boyfriend,afiq told her that tangs needs two promoter. and for the first time asking a job im so coward to ask one. in the end,i just brave myself then ask for it. when they gave a good response,im soo glad. that is the best feeliing. it was hilarious today. especially at one store that sells unique stuff. there is this one thing,it mostly shape like a shit. its like an ice cream that spinning spinning. can u imagine it? but its like a shit,chocolate colour. we went to that store cause nadhirah and me wanted to buy a present for aisyah's birthday to giveaway tomorrow. i look for some other unique stuff ignoring the shit shape. then nadhirah took it and start hit me with it. i didnt notice anything cause im currently makin a jokes while laughing. i notice it when that thing hit me,evil laugh sounds came out from it. i took it and i find that thing is soooo funny! it has a holder at side of it. when we hit it to anything,that evil laugh came out and its soo funny! i play it many times and laughing so badly at that store. it is shit shape and have a lot of cute emotions eventhough it is shit shape. we wanna buy it for aisyah cause its really could make people laugh. but its expensive. and the second funny thing was when at the pizza hut. while im waitin for the job explanation with nadhirah,this one guy that works there is cute. he asked me whether i have 20 cents to give to the customers change. haha. so now, im waiting waiting.

SAYITLOUD

20 DECEMBER 2010 AT 4 PM was the amazing day ever. OFFICIALLY MERDEKA! Alahmdulillah. has finished final school exam. has finished school forever,graduated from school. no more buyin school stuff every year. will miss that a lot. i will miss everything about school. the teachers,friends,classes everything. in my head has alott of school memories. bad,sad,fun,amazing,hilarious,epic,love,sing moments. and now,im entering a different world. world after school where i have to be independent,not depends on parents givin the money. they have gave everything from i've start school 11 years ago and now its my turn to make them proud. make them feel worth what they have done for me for so long. it just i still cant believe that i really has finished SPM the most terrifying exam in someone's life which is our future depends on it. after they took the last paper,ekonomi paper 2,i was like really really happy and scream "aku dh abis spm" and sayin "yeah yeahh" :D its such a good relief. i still feel next year i have to school again like past years. haha. no more school la diba. :) and i couldnt forget your face when i said goodbye,see u later to u. how we wil ever meet again? i try to get rid of the feelings towards u but i dont know why when i stare in your eyes,i just feel something. i'd love to type more but i have to sleep now because tomorrow i will start my new world. looking for a job. with nadhirah :)

feeling..

im feeling cool. just sayin ;) hey you cant judge me,you are totally dont know me. if u think u know me you are wrong dude. yeah your closer with me but that doesnt mean u know me well. judge me & i'll prove u wrong. and whats up with haters? get a life,a girlfriend or anything! just start loving and stop hatin. stop pissing the world off. only eminem could do it..im just kidding. but seriously,haters is sayin bad and mean comments regardless the truth. mean words can effect human's emotion. just be calm and cool.

class class class

yeah 3 times class that means 3 days class ekonomi which is last monday,today wednesday and tomorrow thursday. yesterday i hung out with my friends and i saw the bieber's cap. im wantin the cap since i first saw it. i tried it but its true what my friend said. its not fit with small head. it looks funny. i tried it and i laughed lookin it at the mirror. if its fit,i've bought it. and today my friend,kamal asked me, "diba kau reti bwk moto tak" i replied "sikit sikit" "tlg bwk moto aku ke sini(kantin)" i said "tak berani aku" "ala moto aku senang je" i didnt ride it,but it was a really nice offer. i love ridin a bike! i want to but i dont have a guts to do it. if scooter i'll be brave a bit. and after my class has ended,i went to the pizza hut with mum and farah. i laughed badly and loudly when i look my mother wore my crocs. she wants to wear a flip flops instead of high heels so i offered my crocs to her. with decent blue baju kurung and my crocs dangg it looks funny! haha.

awhhh.

back! i just finish studied ekonomi in school earlier. i still wondering does he feel the way i feel. oh yeah i have twitter account now but im just crapping in twitter. merely talking to the celebrities that wont reply to me. haha its my latest hobby i guess. i dont hope anything. im just sayin to them. in twitter, im just talking pretty much to the celebrities,talkin bout my feels and opinions. and facebook i start approvin only people i know ever since i know facebook has a limitation friends.

bammm! whats up P-E-O-P-L-E!

as i was saying,i will update my blog after my spm has finished. well,not yet but just ONE MORE PAPER ayy. ekonomi asas. in 20 dec. i just finish reading my old entries. woww time past fastly. without me notice it. back then,i was wishing spm abis cepat spm abis cepat. now just few steps it will finish. guess it has come true. Alhamdulillah. i cant believe it!! alot of things happen,well thats life. when i got spm schedule i was like WHAT?! A MONTH?! but when i through it,trust me it happens so fast. i still cant believe i only have one paper to nail. i have nailed the other 8 scary favorite subjects that always in my mind before this. now,i only focus this one subject. i put all my effort and i cant wait to see the results. IDONTCARE AT ALL about what people sayin. i do serious and i want to be successful in SPM,its for my future. but one thing,i feel it such a waste go to the tuition. but in the end,what i did in my spm paper based on what my brain thinks. now i know what matters is yourself,reading the books and do exercise a lot for every subjects. to me,tuition is such a waste. what i study,read,exercises i did in 11 years i've school. you only need school because teachers gave alot of papersssss, yeah alot of s that means tons of paper u know from all over the country. just always do the paper and read the revise books plus get used to SPM questions,buy the past year examination books. one thing i told ya bout read the books,READ ALWAYS N MEMORIZE IT. or u will forget it. not all u have to memorize,our brain has a limit. you cant save all things you read rite. just understand every chapter and the concept,and know how to do it. sometimes,if u really dont know how to answer it,this time ur brain can think logically. but when the questions comes to the facts,then u have to memorize it. okay,i will continue ceramah after this. ceramah2 aku kne hafal sume ekonomi ni. abis spm nnt ill continue PEOPLE!

20 jun 2010 ♥

ehemm igt tak aku ckp kat post sblum ni aku last update blog ni? yes aku igt sbb dah takde crite cuti 2 weeks ni but harini hari ahad last cuti,esk skulaaa. ade crite harini. hari terbestt and i will not forget it. malu lah nak cte. haha. tp harini best sgt. today in my memory. i miss both of you,AM n MA. korg mcm siblings aku pulak. love you guys. :)

penat ++

bermula pukul 12 smpai pukul 7.30. penat. ain n ummu shopping je. mule2 sementara nk tgk shrek shopping jap then dah abis tgk movie shopping lg. cte shrek best. lg2 tgk 3d lg best. kucing oren tu gile comell time die gemuk. dgn buat mate besar die. aww comel. kelakar je cte tu. tp time nk bli ticket sume cte best2 oh cte karate kid,da team,prince of persia,nanny mcphee. sume ktorg nk tgk last2 pilih shrek sbb diorg teringin sgt nk tgk 3d. best la shopping ngn korg. nnt abis spm kite pgi lg ea. dah la byk gelak ngn korg bt lawak je memanajang, bole msuk cte gelak khas. start sem due,kne fokus more on study. ni last aku update blog aku. bertemu lg abis spm nnt. okey!

twin ♥

jumpe qayya stelah berbulan bulan tak jumpe. jumpe kejap tp best gelak2 je. jumpe kjap sbb aku tuisyen. aku ckp kt qayya aku smpai lepas abis tuisyen tp aku smpai je tuisyen aku,tertulis di papan kelas dibatalkan. then aku pun berlalu dr situ. call qayya then qayya ckp die bru msuk movie. aku pun mngambil peluang utk shopping. haha. adehh kaki dah la sakit.

nk kul 6 call qayya blek,movie die dh abis. haa part ni pnye susah nk jumpe die. stengah jam pusing satu pavi cri die. call byk kli qayya gelak tak abis2. sbb ktorg tak jumpe2. aku pulak ckp jgn la buat aku tergelak kuat kt sni org tgk mcm org gile npe bdk ni gelak sorg2 ckp fon. pastu lgi qayya gelak gile2 lepas aku ckp cmtu. haha. last2 jumpe kt entrance je. bf qayya name hix ckp ktorg sme. byk bnde sme. cume aku rendah. haha. biasa la kembar. kan qayya kan? :) pling sme sbb ktorg kuat gelak. sket2 gelak. lgpun hix tu suke bt lawak. die crite lawak. mne qayya ngn aku tak gelak.

kul 8 lebih aku smpai rumah. penat. esk kuar ngn classmate aku pulak. n aku harap adib n paan pgi ouh. adib yg duk damansara damai ea. paan yg duk bdr tun razak.

15 jun 2010 2.0

aku nak call qayya mule2 nk ckp pasal kuar esok tp aku call deanna. dh lame tak borak. aku rse aku biase je tp deanna ckp aku happy semacam. gelak2 je. aku pun ckp diba mmg slalu gelak. kelakar lah deanna. tp tak best la borak kt dlm fon je. nnt kite meet ea deanna. qayya pule,see you tomorrow.! :) sekarang ni dr td aku asyik menguap je. penat harini smlm tdo tak ckup n pagi igt nk smbung tdo tp aku uruskn kucing aku smpai hilang ngntuk n my mum ckp ter-over keje sbb tanam kucing tu. aku tdo dlu la,eh still early 10.32 pm. tp aku da ngntuk sgt. *menguap lagi* good night. =.=

15 jun 2010.

gambar atas ni hiasan saje. haha. ehh,kucing aku sudah pergi. pagi2 dlm kul 7 aku mau smbung tdo,tp entah nape rse tak selesa nak tdo. tp aku ttp nk tdo. dlm beberapa minit aku tgk2 hp aku then tibe2 my mum cll. aku menggumam sendirian nape my mum call sbb bru je kuar pgi keje. aku tak leh nk agkt sbb hp aku dh aku set tak nak accept all callers. so tkde spe boleh call aku,tp aku bole nmpk spe yg call. then my mum tak dpt call aku,aku trdengar telefon rumah pulak brdering. aku pun dgn malasnye bgn smbil mengomel alaa nk tdo. tp tak smpt aku agkt,akak aku dgn pantasnye agkt. aku pun berlegar legar sje la dpn die sbb nk tau ape my mum ckp.

then akak aku ckp diba,mak suruh tanam wendy,die mati kt depan umah. mau terbeliak biji mata aku dgr. aku cube tahan perasaaan tekejot aku dpn akak aku. lgsg hilang niat aku nk tdo. aku pun cpt2 pgi kuar umah,dlm hati penuh tanda tanya mati nape,btul ke ni. aku tak cye btul die mati. skali nmpk lah kucingku terbaring kaku tdk brgerak tak jauh dr depan rumahku. nmpk mcm wendy tu nak otw ke rumahku then mati. aku mendekati dgn perasaan tak percaye. mak aku pule ade di situ,*oh tak pegi keje lg npe tak msuk umah je ckp,membazir je call* mak aku ckp td nak agkt die tp rse bdnnye dh keras. aku pun hmm.

aku tak tau ape punca kematiannye. kne lggr tak sbb tkde darah atau ape2 luka. cume mulutnya berbuih. dan tmpt die trbaring byk air yg keluar dr mulut die. die mkn apekah smpai jd cmtu. jd meneruskn kerja iaitu tanam die. tanam haiwan peliharaan yg mati bukan lah 1st time aku buat. sebelum ni my pets like hamster byk mati. n kucing pun ada. tp anak kucing. wendy ni kucing adult. dlm sejam setengah minit siap ditanam. tp semase menggali tu normal lah teringat balik wendy mse kecik2 dlu,wendy tu manja ngn aku. hmm. :(

my story.

bufday abg aku harini 12 jun. akak aku 11 jun. so celeb harini kt the curve. the curve best ohh. blk uma je aku kne siap plak nk gi tuisyen,aku lmbt sket smpai tuisyen aku. smpai umah lege sket. skrg aku tgh melayan cte adnan sempit dan gelak dpn laptop. tu dh biase dah skrg. tgk cte gelak khas lg aku gelak. sukaa sepah. ♥ haha ala you,mcm you tak tau je i mnt sepah dr dlu. kan kan? hahaha. aku nk cover gelak aku mule2 sbb nnt mak aku pelik nape aku gelak. yelah mak aku tak tgk. mak aku busy tgk world cup ngn abg aku. aku tgk gelak khas. tp mmg tak leh tahan,aku tergelak kuat jugak. cte gelak khas tu pun diorg yg dlm cte tu gelak,cte die kn mcm live dpn audience mcm cte senario. diorg pun tergelak ngn lawak diorg,aku lg lah. nk terjatuh dr kerusi aku gelak. hahaha. ade 13 episod je. aku dh selesai tgk semua. tp aku still slalu bukak tgk blek. tetap gelak. haha. kdg2 klau teringat lawak die pun bole buat aku senyum sorg2. aduhh. lawak2. episod favourite aku episod 1 : mantan tentera jepun. n episod 7 : merisik. tp semue episod pun sgt kelakar. n cte kt tv favourite aku tu bujang sepah silalalitamplom dh lame habis. ehh,aku nk smbung tgk cte adnan sempit. later peeps! :)

ape2 saje.

today,dpt kwn bru kt fb,bru berape minit knal mcm sekepale je. best. tp mcm ade something pelik je. sbb die tkde common friend n ayat die mcm.. hmm entah la. aku tak suke fake friend, klau nk kwn be honest lah. aku tak suke org tak jujur. sbb someday msti dpt tau kebenarannye. n bile dah dpt tau mgkn kite takkn berkawan lg. so tak best lah kn. pape pun aku ajak akak aku swimming di btr. aku tak pernah pgi situ. smpai je wahh besar gile pool die. tak pernah aku tgk swimming pool besar cmtu. dh abis swim msti lapa ouh,aku teringin lak nk mkn mcd tibe2.

then tgh mkn2,maskot mcd namenye ronald mcdonald tu hidup doe! aku nmpk die jln sne sni. tekejot aku. slalu aku nmpk patung die duduk dgn senyuman lebar je kt kerusi. tibe2 hidup pulak. hahaha. aku ngn farah pun tgk je. skali usha2,die pun pndg aku,die pun tegur. friendly btul. abis ckp die sepp ngn aku n farah. eh,bukn sepp. mcm sepp tp pkai penumbuk. tak fhm nnt aku tnjukkn. haha. buat fhm2 je la. farah ckp msti la kne friendly,maskot die. then ktorg pun meneruskn makan2. nmpk lg ronald tu ktorg pun nk tgkp gmbr ngn die. n dpt.! then time online pulak bersame farah kutuk org. best gile kutuk org. farah kejam bt lawak. tp kelakar. hahaha.

kecoh betul.

kecoh betul crite yg aku tgk mse kuar ngn ila smlm iaitu pd 7 jun. kt mid. best gak la crite die. yg bestnye sbb nabil la. nabil je yg lawak bg aku. lawak die buat aku tergelak kuat dlm movie tu smpai aku ter-terajang kerusi dpan. msti org dpan tension je aku terajang kerusi die. hahaha sorry la. spontan kaki brgerak. aku ngn ila bwk msuk air coca cola dr mcd yg ktorg refill. mcd air cola kn bole refill skrg. bestt. air coca cola je. milo tak boleh. ;D ltak dlm beg la. mne boleh bwk msuk makanan luar dlm movie. diam2 auw. haha. crite die crite kelakar tp cool ade romantik ade. cool sbb bwk moto laju. nabil dlm crite tu man ade due kwn pggl belon n gagap. sume bwk rxz. then sume bwk laju je. romantik sbb man tulis something pkai moto die utk diana,pemandangan kat situ lawa. lawa gile time mlm. teringin aku nak pgi. diana sape? diana danielle. name die dlm crite tu pun diana. lepas ni nk tgk shrek. :)

exam mid year habis.

3 jun 2010 hari yg dinanti kerane abis exam mid year 2 jun. haha. abis utk klas aku la. plan tibe2 ngn nad nak kuar khamis 3 jun. dtg skula msti tak belajar pnye if tkde paper,and mmg btul sbb kwn aku ilanur ckp bosan dtg skula td. jd kuar ngn nad aku smpai kul 10.30 kat lrt bts. tak lame lepas tu nad smpai n pgi kl. ktorg mmg nk tgk cte lagenda budak setan. crite tu pulak mmg kuar 3 jun. smpai di pavi terus ke movie,wahh best hari biasa tak rmai org,terus kaunter depan. klau weekend ramai gilaa. nmpk lagenda budak setan kul 11.45. aku pun tnye nad skrg kul brape. nad ckp 11.45. sempat la,msti tgh iklan.

aku pun terus pgi bli ticket,akak yg duduk jual ticket tu tgh tutup mate,aku pun ckp akak bangun,die mcm tak sehat je,die senyum and aku pun ckp cte lagenda budak setan,pastu aku tnye nape akak? tak sehat ke? akak tu pun ckp sakit perut,aku pun ckp ye ke,pastu ape akak tu buat lawak aku tak dgr,aku pun ckp sian akak biar sye jge la tmpt akak,akak gi rehat. akak tu pun ckp boleh adik keje la kat sni, haha. then dh choose seat,nad lak ckp sakit perut,akak tu ckp eh cptnye berjangkit. haha then die tnye tak skula ke,aku pun ckp tak,bru abis exam mid year then die ckp gudluck. igt nak byebye die abis movie nnt tp kuar dah jauh dr situ. tape nnt sye gi pavi lg sye gi kt akak. haha.

crite lagenda budak setan mmg terbaik! sedih gilaa plus best gilaa. sedih die buat aku menitiskan air mate. igt boleh tahan,skali ishh sedih btol cite die. sume ptut serbu movie skrg tgk cte tu. mmg tak myesal tgk. haha. first time aku menitiskn air mate tgk crite. tak pernah pun sblum ni. time abis movie tu die ckp tamat bahagian 1. mcm ade sambungan after this. mmg tak leh lepas la sambungan die. rmai aku tgk org dlm movie tu nangis. aku ngn nad pun nangis senyap2. comel farid kamil dlm cte tu kasyah and lisa surihani ayu. comel ouh diorg berlakon. lgu background die lak mmg sesuai ngn crite tu. tajuk bila cinta. nak dgr? tu kat atas tu lgu blog aku. bertambah lg sedih die. selalu pulak tu kuar lgu tu mse crite die. sedihhhh :'( nak tgk lg rsenye. msti nangis lg. haha. then abis nak kuar dr situ org yg jge movie tu tgk je ktorg sume nangis. majoriti rmai yg nangis.

dah abis crite aku pun ckp nak bli kasut kat sg wang. kat sg wang ade abg ajak naik scooter sbb aku tgk smcm kat scooter die,die pun tnye nak tumpang ke,aku pun balas nak. haha. then dah bli kasut mkn pulak. haa lepas mkn ktorg round satu pavi. aku ngn nad berjalan sne sni. ktorg jalan kat tmpt yg ktorg tak pernah pgi kat luar pavi. jalan2 pastu msuk pavi blek. then round sg wang lg. mmg letih. time nak blek pun ktorg lalu tmpt yg ktorg tak pernah lalu. tp tak sesat la. masih memastikan ktorg still kat kl. haha. mmg letih harini.



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electricity.

ye harini aku sedap2 tdo terbangun sbb terase panas. tgk sekeliling gelap n dpt agak msti tkde elektrik. dlm mamai2,aku bgn menggagau carik hp aku yg tgh charge. found it! and dpt msj dr nad. bce2,*masalah lg die ni,sian* jam dlm pukul 2.30 a.m cmtu,then aku letak blek hp aku. aku dah nmpk mak n kakak aku tgh pasang lilin. aku pulak tak senang duduk sbb aku tak rse satu angin pun. aku rse tak leh bernafas. aku pun jalan sne sni tanpa arah tgk gelap btul rumah,akhirnye aku duduk. aku cube utk tdo atas sofa tp disebabkan rse tak slesa dgn tiade kehadiran satu angin pun,aku pun duduk je. ikutkan hati aku nak je aku bukak pintu,aku nak minta mak aku bukakkn tp aku malas nak bersuare. pukul brape pulak time tu nak bukak pintu. aku btul2 tak selesa time tu. aku pun mencapai newspaper dan start kipas diri sendiri. lege la sket dpt angin. siblings aku pun surg2 bgn sbb terase panas. tp surg je yg tak terbangun,tdo baik punye lg,kakak aku nana. wahh sedap die tdo mcm ade air con. abg aku yg sulung pun lme bru die tersedar,tu pun die tdo blek. dlm beberapa minit,aku pejamkn mate tibe2 aku dpt rse sume lampu,kipas satu2 terbukak terus aku bgn pegi bilik terus merebahkan diri atas katil. Alhamdulillah..tak smpai brape saat aku dah terlena. haha.

sakit + malu.

hari ni bertarikh 29 may. aku nak pgi bb matin nak jumpe kat situ,dan mse tu hujan. bru start nk hujan. nak smpai ts,kat situ ade jalan mcm menurun ke bwh,aku jln mcm biase je sekali tibe2 aku tergelincir sbb kasut aku yg licin. aku tak tau kasut tu licin bile kne basah. aku pun terslide kat situ terus jatuh terduduk. amek kau. kuat lak tu. sakit doee. dan nasib baik ade due lelaki cina kat dpn aku perasan aku jatuh dgn teruknye,terus diorg patah blek agkt aku. terime kasihh la. sblum aku jatuh,one of lelaki cine tu tergelincir jugak tp tak jatuh,dpt kawal lg. aku mmg tak leh kawal da. kasut tu sememangnye licin. aku bgn terus aku ckp terime kasih kat diorg n die tnye sakit tak. aku dgn suare nak nangis ckp "sakit". haha. aduhh. lepas tu aku msj matin suro dtg ts. aku dah sakit nak jln ke bb. basah lg. tp aku tak bgtau matin aku sbenarnye sakit nk dtg sane. die smpai bru aku crite aku jatuh td. haha.

27 may 2010

Do you have any 'naughty' photos on your phone?
-No no no.

Do you believe that the world is gonna end at 2012?
-hanye Allah yg mengetahui.

Did you get caught the last time you snuck out of your house?
-I never do that.

If the person you liked said they liked someone else, what would you say?
-Oh ye ke? mtk la couple ngn die. ;)

What does your last sent text message say?
-"Trime kasih" to my mum.

If your ex wanted you back, would you?
-No, not again. cinta aku bukan utk dipermainkan.

Which of your friends has the loudest mouth?
-Not sure la. they are just fine. haha.

Are you currently unemployed?
-Yupp,still a high school student.

Do you attend school?
-Of course. it's my last year. ;(

Would you ever give up alcohol for someone?
-No.!

Where is you phone?
-In the room,atas katil.

What's your favorite pillow like?
-Pillow that is comfy and blue sky colour with snow picture. it seems calming. :)

Do you text?
-Oh yeah,everyday. ;)

Are you stressed?
-Yeah,sbb tak revision n tak prepare lg for SPM.

What should you be doing tomorrow?
-Study and tuition. n study. ;D

Are your parents together or divorced?
-Divorced.

Do you have siblings?
-Yes, 5 siblings and i am the last.

Do you have a person you can lean on?
-Nadhirah,Daia,Paan,Aisyah.

Do you have a watch?
-A lott but none of it have batteries. so the clock is not tickong and im not wearing it.

What movie do you wanna see?
-Kalau boleh sume muvie saye nak tgk,tapi muvie yg best je. now i wanna see toy story and shrek. ;)

What did you eat today?
-Nothing,puasa.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
-Due2 pun boleh. :)

Who was the last person you cried infront of?
-My friends but bukan sbb sedih,sbb gelak smpai keluar air mate. hahaha.

What kind of mood are you in?
-Cool.

How's your life lately?
-Great.

Is there a difference between love and in love?
-Im not sure. to me maybe love,you love someone and in love your heart beats fastly when see 'the person' around. must be someone special to you that can make your heart beats fastly. :)

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
-My mum. yeah of course.

Are you okay with the life you live?
-Oh yesh.

Do you like to take walks?
-Saye mmg suke jalan jalan.

Is there a menaning behind your Myspace song?
-Solo by Iyaz. NO.

Think back four months ago, were you single?
-Nope,not single.

What would you name your future daughter?
-Tak terfikir lagi la.

Could you go a day without eating?
-Boleh2.

How much money did you spend today?
-None.

What's something you realy want right now, be honest?
-Nak jam! jam tangan tak nak jam dinding. ;P

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
-I will forgive but amek ayat aku yg berbisa yg mkn dlm dlu.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
-Cuti cuti sekolah.!

Are you easy to get along with?
-Depends on the person. klau die ok,baik, aku pun ok saje.

What is something you wanna say to everyone?
-Happy always yaa peeps. :)

wah wah.

got a new hp from umi. berbanyak banyak terime kasih. cool gilaa fon tu. then dpt jam and gelang. jam 10 ringgit je. battery takde lak tu. haishh kne tukar battery. Alhamdulillah dpt brg2 ni semase aku tgh exam. yaaa exam. eh2 sape tau wangsa walk kat mane? haha. exam oh exam, i love you but i only hate sejarah. what to do? ;P

oh ye latest news : shahir af hensem gile. suke ku melihatnye sgt comel lg2 dgn braces die. awwww. actlly muke die ade mcm erin sket. erin comel kwn rapat akak aku dlu, here


this is erin.

betol muke die same ngn shahir. aku selalu pulak tgk erin yg comel tu. sebijik la. shahir pun sebaye ngn erin. wahh. disebabkan aku tgk shahir yg sgt hensem dan perwatakan die funny and baik terus aku msj erin ckp muke die sme mcm shahir. haha. tak tau la sape lg hensem kan, kne tgk shahir depan2 dlu. haha. cair tgk shahir. alim pulak tu. lg2 dlm video klip die lgu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan yg die pkai bju hitam ngn rambut pacak. aduhh. ok i got to go. exam tak habis lg. esok paper sej. byeee readers!

perasaan yg tak pernah aku alami.

ya Allah aku tak tau nk ckp aku happy cmne. rase nak jerit je! happy gile. Alhamdulliah. readers,LISTEN UP! OPEN UR EYES BIG AND LOOK WHAT I WANT TO SAY. aku akan dpt ADIK LELAKI tak lama lagi! ohhhh happynye! hear that?! lelaki! msti hensem tau! aku terlalu excited sbb aku anak bongsu. tak pernah trfikir akan dpt adik. so this feeling aku tak pernah rasai. aku tak sabar nk tgk baby tu nnt. sgt tak sabar. adik kandung lak tu. bestnyee. but bukn ibu kandung aku. ibu tiri aku, she's currently pregnant 6 months. my dad just told me a few minutes ago and terus aku excited. rase nak melompat lompat je. smpai tak reti duk diam aku td sbb trlalu happy. mak,mtk maaf sgt. diba tak dpt control happy diba ni. maybe u hurt inside.
im sorry. and my kakak, nana i hate you! haha geram aku. dah tau bukn nk bgtau. igt aku ni nnt mara ke? aduh kakak oi,FYI mmg akak tak kenal diba en. tu lah pernah akak nk brburak ngn diba pasal life. tgk akak tak fhm diba. diba lg tak fhm akak. ahaha. akak2, diba da besar la. diba boleh terime fact. old times mmg la tak dinafikan diba mmg garang. menjawab sume ngn my dad, smpai sume nmpk takot je ngn diba. but now i can accept fact. diba redha je ape yg jd. mmg kesian kat mak. tp ape kite bole buat. sume ade hikmah di sebaliknye. so now, i just accept it and my love to my mother it is still remain the same and bertambah day by day. and adik lelaki tu namenye my dad rahsiekan. suare ayah aku when i talk to the phone earlier pun happy je. cant wait cant wait. i promise nnt tgkp gmbr ngn die. :)

luahan hati ku.

aku menyesal kenal ngn kau! kate kate kau semue tak bole dipercayai!
kau nak aku send blek ke kate2 kau tu? oh tak payah la kan.
sbb aku dah block num kau! aku accept kau balik dlu sbb aku igt kau dah
berubah,tp skrg? kau nampak gurl lain kau buat ape? kau pgi rumah die?
mtk couple depan2 tp kau tnga couple ngn aku? wow ur a hero dude!
eh ape kau ni? ade perasaan ke takde perasaan? klau aku ckp blek hal dlu
bole tak? kate2 kau yg manis tu? bole kan. even bak kate kau,bnde dah berlalu.
a'ah yela nak cover diri kau yg tak berubah tu senang2 la kau ckp cmtu.
abis sume bnde yg dah berlalu nak lupe cmtu je? kepale otak kau.
ckp kau nak memendekkan cerite kan? nak ttup cerite cmtu la crenye kan?

aku boleh terime klau aku ade buat salah smpai kau da tak syg aku,
tp ape? kau trus pretend like i was ur only one. klau kau syg someone
kau kne jujur. kau tak leh syg due org. kau tau ke tak fact tu?
atau kau mmg da tak syg aku? kau syg that girl kan. then kau mtk break kat aku.
cmtu la gak kne kat aku dlu mse ex kau yg call aku tu. semue gurl kau buat cmtu?
tp aku takleh lupe one thing,aku tak leh lupe mse aku dtg umah kau. bole lak en kau biar je aku. mcm aku tak wujud kat dlm umah kau tu. kau buat hal kau je. msti kau tak pernah fkir klau kau dtg umah aku,aku buat cmtu? kau pernah fkir? takde en. klau segan dpn ur parents pun at least tnye la time makan tu. aku tak la nak dilayan mcm puteri manje punye,tp at least jemput la mkn ke. letakkn nasi ke. ni kau bole sedap je mkn mcm aku takde kat sebelah kau. tu bukan rumah aku. 1st time lg. takkn time korg mkn aku terus mencelah. amek nasi sume. for sure la aku segan.

tp aku simpan dlm hati je sume tu sbb maira adik kau manje ngn aku. i have a good time with maira. ckp ngn die. die suke peluk aku. and umi die. msuk umah die kali ke-2 bru blek dr taman,umi die suro duk sebelah die. aku pun duduk sebelah umi die. hmm. klau nk cite pasal kau ngn aku, byk lg kan. tp semuenye tinggal kenangan. kau baik dpn aku, kuar ngn kau it feels like fairytale. mmg kau baik. tp belakang aku,kau dah pun curang.

goodbye matin.

banyak tanye lah kau! :P

What do you like others to call you for short ?
-diba.
Reason ?
-bacause that is my name.


Do you currently have a boyfriend ?
-yes.
Reason ?
-sbb aku ada bf lah. haha.


Do you love your current boyfriend ?
-yes. takkan la jd bf klau tak syg.
Reason ?
-he's different and first time i got bf like him.


Did you ever kissed ur boyfriend ?
-i love hug than kiss. p/s oi daia, kau ckp idk? alalala. aku tau. haha. :)
Reason ?
-ape punye soalan ni? kalah SPM punye soalan susah die. haha.


Have you ever had sex before ?
-NO!
Reason ?
-berdosa la. im muslim. dah kahwin boleh la.


Who is your bestfriend ?
-nadd my good friend.
-teah my laughing gas. i can't stop laughing with her. haha.
-daia my understanding friend.
-others ramai lagi. :)
Reason ?
-always be there with me and sharing our problems together. understand my jokes, they always laughed when i tell them a joke.


Have you ever wanted to kill somebody in your class ?
-no.
Reason ?
-they are just nice.


How tall are you now ?
-5 feet lebih.
Reason ?
-sbb saye dilahirkan begitu. saye mkn byk tau! :P


What is your weight ?
-43 kg. turun due kg.
Reason ?
-makan tak tentu.


Your favourite colours ?
-black
-blue
-white
-purple
Reason ?
-simple.


What are you doing now ?
-doing this lah.
Reason ?
-dah kau byk tanye. nak tnye lagi. sumbat bula golf dlm mulut tau la. haha.


Turn to your left, what do you see ?
-iron. bukan iron man ye. seterika.
Reason ?
-tempat nak seterika baju la. nak aku seterika badan kau? haha.


What have you been doing today ?
-school.
-laughing.
Reason ?
-itu yg saye nak buat.


What did your last message say ?
-"ok thanks." from echa.
Reason ?
-sbb masukkan gmbr die di fb dan ms.


Where do you wish you were right now ?
-swimming pool.
Reason ?
-lame tak berenang. ;)


Who are you missing right now ?
-matin.
-shuw.
-qayya.
-dila.
-nana.
-dan ramai lagi aku rindu.
Reason ?
-sbb rindu lah.


When was the last time you cried ?
-a month ago.
Reason ?
-thinking about something.


Do you still love your ex-boyfriend ?
-biase2 je.
Reason ?
-kwn tegur biase2 je.


If you got the chance to say something to your ex-boyfriend, what would it be ?
-to a : abg jage diba dgn baik dulu. thanks abg.
-to f : paling best tgk muvie ice age 3 doe ngn kau.
-to r : kau bwk psp kau,game die melupakan aku tgk screen muvie. membazir beli tiket muvie. haha.
Reason ?
-it's just a memory. what is left memories. a lot of kind,type of memory.


If you had a chance to asked your ex-boyfriend a question, what would it be ?
-to f : asal kau drop ekonomi?
Reason ?
-tak tau soalan lain. haha.


If you had a chance to meet your ex-boyfriend now, what is the first thing you will say ?
-hari2 aku jumpe kat kelas. ckp ape. yg lain lg tak tau nak ckp ape.
Reason ?
-don't know.


Will you leave your current boyfriend if your ex-boyfriend comes back to you ?
-no. not because my ex-bf i'll leave my current bf.
Reason ?
-im not like that. it's not me.

What is your wish today on 30 April 2010 , 18.03 PM ?
-i wish spm habis cepat.
-i wish my abg dan kakak will get married cepat,nnt aku nak anak buah. bg aku jage diorg. wah! haha.
Reason ?
-tired study.
-nak tgk siblings kahwin and dpt anak buah yg dekat ngn aku. i wish la.


What is your wish in your prayers today ?
-jiwa tenang.
-spm dpt A+
Reason ?
-because to get a good life in future.

tagged.

Q1 : 3 names in your message inbox.
-Echa,nadd,ila.

Q2 : Your ringtone.
-Realiti dewi by alyah and caller ringtone bad romance by lady gaga. :P

Q3 : What you did at 12 last night?
-Tidooo.

Q4 : Who was the last person you went out with? Where?
-With matin,at kuala byk lumpur. haha.

Q5 : The colour of the T-shirt you're wearing now.
-White and green stripes.

Q6 : The last thing u did.
-Makan bubur kacang. ;)

Q7 : 3 of your everyday favorite items.
-Handphone,television and paradise no.6 perfume. :P

Q8 : The colour of your bedroom.
-Purple.

Q9 : How much money in your wallet now?
-Duit syiling=rm4. haha.

Q10 : How's life?
-Awesome. :)

Q11 : Your favorite song?
-Whatcha say by jason derulo,vanilla twilight by owl city,jai ho by pussycat dolls, tomorrow by avril lavigne,one time by justin bieber,we are the world by artists for haiti,heaven can wait by we the kings,behind my wall by tokio hotel,if we ever meet again by timbaland ft katy perry,leavin by jesse mccartney,all the right moves by one republic.

Q12 : What will you do next week?
-Event,tuition,school,study.

Q13 : When was the last time you saw your mum?
-This morning.

Q14 : Where is she now?
-My mum? ouh i think at police station. :)

Q15 : When was the last time you talked to your parents?
-A couple of hours ago.

Q16 : Who is the last person that talked with you last night?
-My mum.

Q17 : Where did you have dinner last night?
-Homiee,my mum masakk. :)

Q18 : The last surprise you got.
-My sister,nana gave me her digital camera. she have a brand new camera.

Q19 : Last thing you borrowed from your friend.
-Pen. teah dan nadd punye.

Q20 : Who is your bf/gf or husband/wife?
-Bf, abdul matin.

Q21 : What do you feel now?
-Calm and cool.

Q22 : Wanna share with who?
-Myself.

Q23 : Who knows your secret?
-Secret? if have one my sister,farah and nadd,teah will know.

Q24 : They keep your secret?
-Of course. they are the person i trust the most.

Q25 : Are you angry with someone?
-Hmm. nope.

Q26 : What do you order at McD ?
-I always order the same that is mcchicken set with coke. sometimes mccflurry cornetto chocolate. when i was a little kid,i love to order happy meal. now i'm still a kid okay. hahaha.

Q27 : The last time you feel so sad.
-A few days ago. because my mum not at home for 3 days.

tuition.!

hari jumaat lalu aku tuisyen math. cikgu yg biasa mengajar tidak hadir dan diganti dgn surg cikgu lelaki, he's funny. kan bgus if die trus mengajar tp die hanya replace saje die pun ckp. redha je la. yg pling tak boleh lupe when my friend, tini, terbersin kuat. time tu tnga belajar bab variation. selepas tini terbersin kuat aku terkejot dan cikgu tu ckp "kite kat sini nak cari varies, bukan nak cari virus." haha pandai btul die buat joke cmtu. and die suke pggl nme budak2 dgn name yg lain. die saje je. mcm name eypa die ckp karipap, name shafiqah die ckp sharifah, fatini die pggl fatina. saje je die. nasib baik name aku die tak ckp ape2. ;)

day with shuw.

*otw ke kelas tambahan*

dah lama tak update blog. bersawang da aku pnye blog. haha. stoly pegi kl ngn shuw. die call ajk kuar sbb die nk gi shopping. die nak jumpe aku. aku pun berkira kira di dlm otak dgn exam diagnostik tak habis lg, nak kuar. lg2 aku ada kelas tambahan kat sekolah smpai kul 2.30. dgn mengambil mase lame utk berfikir aku mgambil keputusan tak pgi kelas ekonomi jumpe shuw. haha. aku pgi kelas tambahan science dan agama saje. kul 12.30 abis terus aku pgi ke umah nad utk menukar baju. aku ade terserempak dgn ckgu ekonomi yang tnye kat aku, eh awk tak msuk klas sye. aku pun ckp maaf cikgu sye ade hal. luckily, ckgu tu fhm. aku pun cepat2 la blk sbb shuw dah otw ke kl.

sblum itu, semase kelas science dan agama aku tak habis2 gelak. haish aku kne kurangkn gelak la from now on. but tak leh tahan nak buat cmne. aku cube la. aku cube kurangkn gelak skrg. :) mane taknye, sir ajar science tu lawak btul. dgn kwn aku yg buat lawak. time mkn rehat teah pgi amek due plastik dlmnye ade nasi lemak utk semue. dgn enam kotak air yg blum bukak mmbuatkn aku trgelak. time rehat, ckgu bg sebungkus nasi lemak and sekotak air. then ktorg tgh mkn2, ckgu ckp sape nak lg pgi amik sbb ade byk lebih, biase la kelas tambahan pd hari sabtu. pagi pagi kul 8. tak rmai dtg. sedap tido lg peluk bantal kat umah. haha. lg2 hujan. hushh. ktorg yg ade enam org termasuk teah, meminta teah tlg amikkan nasi lemak. ktorg expect teah amek 2,3 nasi. sekali due plastik nasi lemak and enam kotak air. tergelak la semue. hahaha. semua ckup dpt satu.

masuk kelas agama, teah tak habis2 membuat lawak. nasib baik la ustazah tak mara aku ngn teah gelak2. ustazah juge ade ckp yg mmbuatkn spontan aku gelak. lepas ni aku kne tahan gelak aku. semase ustazah bg rehat seketika, mse tu sgt pecah perut. aku bukan sengaje gelak tp sgt lucu. teah juge tergelak gelak. bermula dgn crite nad yg tak dtg ke kelas tambahan sbb pgi stadium bukit jalil teman adiknye yg sukan. nad diberi name mikoro. aku mikari dan aku mmnggil teah shepunden. haha. terus dgn cerite lucu.

jd balik aku pgi ke umah nad. tp die mash die stadium. dlm 30 mins mnunggu nad akhirnye smpai bersame bfnye izwan. itu kali ke-2 bertemu dgn bfnye. jd meneruskn perjalanan ke umah nad dgn rancak bercerite pasal lawak teah kepade nad. dlm kul 2.45 aku siap dan pgi ke ts. dlm perjalanan aku cube menghubungi matin berkali kali tp tidak diangkat, aku pun mghubungi adib. aku fkir aku saje cll adib sbb die slalu cll aku. and then shuw ckp die ade kat bb, aku pun pgi seorg mmberanikan diri. slalu aku biase berseorangan di ts saje. tak berani sorang ke sg wang kerana rmai org dan berbagai jenis org. tp aku redah saje la. dlm beberapa minit, shuw dtg pade aku kat mcd sg wang. terus die memeluk aku.

aku agak segan ngn umi die. tp shuw ckp umi die sporting. aku ade peluk umi die, shuw ckp die ni mmg suke peluk org kne fhm. haha. pandai kau shuw tau aku suke peluk org. then shuw tnye nak bli tali friendship tak. aku pun angguk je sbb aku mmg nak bli rantai kerane rantai yg aku bli bersame nad hilang dlm 2 hari. nak nangis aku cari2 sume tmpt tak jumpe. aku mmg menyesal aku membuka rantai tu di damansara. klau tak, msti ade lg. tp nak buat cmne. aku agak rantai itu terjatuh di mane2. tp aku tak jumpe2. ktorg membeli rantai yg same and shuw tak abis2 ckp jage rantai tu elok2, kuar mane2 pkai, klau tak die nangis, haha. aku pun ckp kau pun jge elok2. kebiasaan kami spt biase melihat jejaka jejaka hensem di kl. itu mmg kebiasaan kami. ade pulak shuw ckp hensem aku kate tak. shuw ckp die suke tgk org hensem tp tak suke klau die tak dpt org tu. tergelak aku mendengarnye. aku pulak saje2 ckp eh hensem la tu ala dah ade gf pulak. haha saje bergurau ngn shuw. bukan nmpk sgt pun lelaki tu.

tak lame lepas tu, dlm perjalanan ke pavi aku menyarungkan rantai itu. tibe2 je tali die putus. ngok ngek.! aku geram gile. aku tarik lembut2 je bukan kasar. klau kasar takpe la jugak. dah la bru beli td. aku bru nak redha je skali shuw ckp pegi blk kat kedai tu. kite baru bli td. a'ah tak smpai 30 minit pun. aku pun ckp mcm la die nk lyn, aku risau die tak lyn je. then shuw ckp klau die tak lyn marah akak tu. haha.






smpai di pavi aku mkn. laparr. lepas tu pgi sg wang kedai yg ktorg bli rantai tu. dlm perjalanan naik turun escalator, aku kembali mengimbas kenangan aku jumpe matin 1st time sejak 4 tahun terpisah kepade shuw. shuw juge ckp a'ah kat sini then ktorg gelak2. aku pun teringat matin yg tidak agkt2 aku call, aku pun memberitahu shuw. shuw menawarkan pkai num die. aku mahu ckp takpe aku nak cube cll lg tp aku angguk je ckp try la. then matin agkt. shuw cpt2 bg fon die kat aku. suare matin dgr tak dgr kerane di situ bising. aku mmg tak suke ckp telefon dlm tmpt yg bising.

nak saje aku cari tmpt senyap tp aku ckp je. matin ckp tak agkt sbb tdo. time tu pulak sudah smpai ke kedai rantai tu. dlm memegang telefon, aku ckp rantai kat belakang poket aku kat shuw. susah btul nk ckp mse tu dgn tak dgr ape bnde matin ckp mcm menggumam. bile tnye tak terus bg jawapan. terpakse ulang berkali kali soalan aku. soalan tak syg diba ke laju pula die jwb. dlm beberapa minit rantai aku dah okay. aku pun meminta akak tu pkaikan. shuw pulak ckp jge elok2 lg nnt putus takkan nak pgi sg wang semate mate nak btulkan rantai tu. haha.

lepas tu shuw nak gi mcd kat ts. aku nak blk. aku seboleh boleh mahu blk awal sbb sedar diri sket exam tak habis lg. :D aku dtg sbb nak jumpe die je. shuw pulak ckp tak nak lepaskn aku, nnt susah nk jumpe. haha. shuw juge ckp pade aku, kuar ngn aku best, msti asyik gelak2 aku buat lawak tak habis. haha. and then pulangg. patutnye nk pgi bli hp baru mlm tu tp earth hour mak aku ckp nnt kedai ttup. ok tamat di sini.

shuw, aku pkai ni. ;D

oh 30 january!

rinduuu time tuu. :) best gilaa oh. jumpe shuw yg da berbulan bulan tak jumpe. dgn adik die name nadila. thankss sgt lah kat nadila teman aku. actlly jnji nk kuar ngn paan je. aku tak expect shuw dtg sbb die mcm tak boleh je. skali die jadii! die jln ngn paan gi lrt. aku terus peluk die. then smpai lrt btr ade classmate aku izzuan,arep,rapizan,hisyam,gf rapizan,ain and zana. tekejot aku di situ.

padahal sblum tu da byk kali aku ckp kat paan aku ta nk jumpe diorg sbb igt tade mse nk jmpe lgpun nnt msti la aku byk ngn shuw. skali ade diorg aku pun ok la go on lah. mmg as i was expected, arep ckp aku sombong. aku pun senyum2 je, paham2 lah aku nk jln ngn shuw. paan pulak brbelah bahagi nk pgi kat diorg ke or ngn aku n shuw. shuw smestinye yg tak rpt ngn diorg of course la segan jln sendiri. takkan aku nk biar die je n pgi kat classmate aku tu kan.

dlm lrt yg ramaii da ta nmpk diorg. yg kelakarnye paan lah die tak tau nk pgi kat sape. haha. da smpai hang tuah bru aku dpt lyn sume jln same2. aku ngn shuw plus dila kelaparan. diorg pulak ckp nk mkn kul 3 or 4 ptg. a'ah yela dgn perut aku da bershuffle nk tggu kul 3. aku pun ttp gak nk pgi mkn kat bb ngn shuw. diorg tggu aku kat bowling ts sbb aku ckp jgn main dlu, aku nk main gak. skali lg paan tak tau nk ikot mane tp at lastt die slalunye plih diorg. aku tak kesa pun.
nk ikut aku, ikut lah. tak nak, sukati.

yay mee goreng aku tak habis. haha nape entah tibe2 rse kenyang. mkn berape suap je. pastu shuw paksa aku mkn dua suap lg. die tak caye aku da knyg sbb td aku yg bising lapaa. haha. hp aku pulak asyk berdering je ngn msj n call dr fifi, paan, matin, ain. sume tnye aku kat mane. paan lah pling sebuk. cite kat dlm hp lain. syg aku la. ta nk tgglkn aku la. pastu bile aku tnye die nk tgk ke tak muvie kat pavi buat tak tau mcm tak dgr. nasib baik la shuw ngn dila ade. klau tak msti geram je aku kat paan. da tcing da pun ngn die. mse aku da blk aku msj die pastu die pjuk aku ckp tak dgr kot. blah tak dgr. byk kli tnye buat tak tau.

then da abis mkn aku cpt2 pegi bowling. brtemu kmbali. tak lame lepas tu matin dtg then tibe2 hilang suda. sedih aku. shuw ckp die pgi mkn. dlm kepale aku brfkir entah bile aku nk jumpe die blk. dila nk tgk muvie. shuw suro aku bwk dila, shuw nk jmpe kwn die. da abis main bowling shuw da hilang bli seluar. dila pun suda hilang ngn gf rapizan. sudahh. ajk paan cari diorg, paan suro aku pgi ngn ain n zana. ala bukn diorg nk. klau aku tau diorg nk da lame daa aku ajk diorg. then paan ckp kau gi sndiri. ishh.

aku pun ajk la rapizan crik gf die ngn dila. da dpt jumpe aku pun nak gi pavi. shuw da tak tau kat mane. aku pun terus lah dgn dila pgi pavi. pehh rmai. nk ke sg wang kat situ sesakk. smpt lg tgk lelaki hensem. haha. kitorg mmg. dr smpai lrt hang tuah, aku, dila n shuw tgk lelaki hensem. klau nmpk kitorg ckp lah "hensem la". haha. and then dlm sesak tu aku kne jge dila adik org tuh. mse tu shuw n paan asyik cll aku tnye kat mane. boleh dikatekan setiap 5 minit. stiap 5 minit tu shuw. yg tekanannnye tak abis ckp lg die da letak. aku bru ckp nk g pavi then da mati. shuw risau adik die. haihh shuw, aku suke kot jge adik org. aku kan tde adik. :D

kat sg wang, dila beratur nk bli aiskrim, tibe2 nmpk matin. ckp2, then matin hilangg lg.! tggl aku ngn membe2 die. aku dgr syafiq da smpai je matin ckp lbey kurg cmtu la pastu die hilang dr pndgn dgn org2 kat situ. then terus jln lg gi pavi. membe2 matin brhenti kat lot 10. da abis kat pavi jmpe matin blk. aku kne hantar dila kat shuw blk andd mse aku jmpe matin blk la dila tu tbe2 badmood. ta nk pgg tgn aku. elok je die pgg tgn aku tibe2 ta nk pulak. da hanta die kat shuw, aku pun jln ngn matin pgi kat kwn2 die.

smpai je aku nmpk abg matin, syafiq. aku nk cium tgn die tp die pgi bg kaki. then kat bb maybank syafiq interview aku sume die tanye. and then aku terasa sgt lapar dsbbkn hanya mkn mee goreng yg beberape suap td tu. aku pun ckp kat syafiq aku lapar and then pgi la mkn. so aku tgk syafiq seorg yg talkative, aku pun dlm perjalanan tmpt mkn tu aku tnye die itu ini. well die best. die ceritaa je sume. pastu utk sekian kalinye matin hilangg lg bersame adib pgi turunkn moto syafiq tu syafiq nk blk.

tggllah aku ngn syafiq ngn kwn matin lg surg. aku ngn syafiq agak kekok mule2. aku tak tau nak bhasekn aku ape. sklai aku pggl die abg je lah. kdg2 tuka syafiq. haha. then die crik bank nk kuarkn duit. pgi situ tak boleh, aku pun bwk die pgi bank lain. time tu kaki dah mcm tercabut sume skru. ltey gile. dah smpai kat bank beratur mak aii pnjgg gilee. ehem2 bru dpt gaji sume org kan. mse beratur pnjg2 tu lah mcm2 lg syafiq cite. aku pun tnye mcm2. hha. then pgi mkn then blkk. haih letihh. blk je trus aku tido dgn segan yg teramat sgt. segan sbb ape? adelahhh. hahha.

akhir kate, aku sentiasaa rinduu shuw dan matin. :)

i love you, by me.

kat sekolah harini sye tulis "i love you!" di kertas besarr punye. sbb dah siap buat paper science. mase byk lg oh. ade lg 45 mins. sye pun pkai test pad yg nadhirah bg tulis tu. then sye pggil sape2 yg sye nak utk tgk paper tu.! :) pggl senyap2 la klau tak kena makan kasut cikgu tao! haha. respon2 mereka di kelas sye :

-nadhirah : (senyum2) i love you too(peace).
-aisyah azhar : membuat isyarat i love you too.
-fathihah : (gelak2) dan menulis balik wo ai ni!
-ummu balqis : (gelak besar)
-syazana : (senyum manis) dan membuat isyarat terharu.
-shariffah nurul atiqah : bg flying kiss.
-farhan & arep : berebut ckp "utk aku, kau blah, utk aku tu."

then aku sedap tido teacher pgi kejut aku, and she saw that "i love you" paper. andd die tnye i love you sape. sye pun sebut teah. she said what? peah? and lastly farhan dtg kat sye mse blk, die ckp i love you i love you sape haa? sye pun sengih2 tnye die "kau love aku tak" die pun ckp i love you so much dgn pelat. haha. sye pun perli i i i ape. die pun ckp lg tergagap gagap. haha.

nana dan aizad.

i miss both of you la nana & aizad. dgn korangg budak2 ni aku tak perlu fkir pape ckp ngn korang. even korang adik aku nana 14 aizad 15 but i knoww aku manje ngn korang padahal aku 17 en. haha. best gile ngn korg. berjalan sane sini sume korg tak kesah. nana tepuk aku mase aku nk tido. terbaik! haha. aizad, mule2 die cm sombong. die jenis yg sombong ngn org die tak knl. tp bile makin lame makin rpt die friendly dan sorg yg byk tnye. :) jalan2 ngn korang best ouh. korang besar nnt aku org 1st ajak korg kuar ngn aku tao! haha.

my name is adiba.

tuisyen akaun as usual today. eh saye da seventeen taw. ;D did u know? i love people call my name. i just.. don't know.. i like it. sesape pun la pggl. to me, name itu sesuatu yg berharge. aku pun suke pggl name org. and what i want to story today is for the first time, some guy at my tuition mse kelas da abis tggu mak sye amek, tnye sye duduk mane. jwb2 and in the middle of asking finally he asked
my name. aku tahan gelak sbb usually people askingg for name first, ni tnye duk mane dlu ape sume bru nk tnye name ape. haha. tu pun die tnye sbb nak save num aku dlm hp die, klau tak, entah bile nk tnye. haha. aku pun jwb "diba". die kate haa. aku pun ulang "DIBA". die cakap "CANTIKNYE NAME". aww:) tak pernah org ckp cmtu oh kat aku. aku pun senyum2 je. before that pun ade die ckp sedapnye name when die tgk list name kat kelas. perasaan aku tak leh nk ckp cmne. aku happy oh. ta tau nape. haha. ya ya name tu bg aku sesuatu yg berharge. sape2 yg msj aku ke pape pggl diba.. aku msti mcm happy je. rse mcm waa my name. die sebut name aku. cmtu la rase, haha. rse mcm nk terime kasih kat sume org yg pggl name aku pun ade. haha. so that guy name die fared. fared. fared. :) thanks.

ideal boyfriend.

> When a girl walks away from you - [Follow her]
> When she pushes you or hits you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
> When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
> When she ignores you - [Give her your attention]
> When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
> When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
> When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
> When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
> When she's scared - [Protect her]
> When she steals your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
> When she teases you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
> When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
> When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
> When she say's that she likes you - [she really does more than you could understand]
> When she grabs your hands - [Hold her and play with her fingers]
> When she bumps into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
> When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
> When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
> WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
> When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
> When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
> When she re-posts this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]

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> - Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
> - DON'T let her have the last word
> - Say you love her more than she could ever love you
> - Argue that she is the best girl ever
> - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
> - When she says she's ok, don’t believe it, talk to her
> - When she says she's SORRY, she truly MEANS IT
> - Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
> - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
> - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
> - Treat her like she's all that matters to you
> - Tease her and let her tease you back
> - Stay up all night with her when she's sick
> - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
> - Give her the world
> - Let her wear your clothes
> - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
> - Let her know she's important
> && When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is:"Who's @ss am I kicking today baby?"