luahan hati ku.

aku menyesal kenal ngn kau! kate kate kau semue tak bole dipercayai!
kau nak aku send blek ke kate2 kau tu? oh tak payah la kan.
sbb aku dah block num kau! aku accept kau balik dlu sbb aku igt kau dah
berubah,tp skrg? kau nampak gurl lain kau buat ape? kau pgi rumah die?
mtk couple depan2 tp kau tnga couple ngn aku? wow ur a hero dude!
eh ape kau ni? ade perasaan ke takde perasaan? klau aku ckp blek hal dlu
bole tak? kate2 kau yg manis tu? bole kan. even bak kate kau,bnde dah berlalu.
a'ah yela nak cover diri kau yg tak berubah tu senang2 la kau ckp cmtu.
abis sume bnde yg dah berlalu nak lupe cmtu je? kepale otak kau.
ckp kau nak memendekkan cerite kan? nak ttup cerite cmtu la crenye kan?

aku boleh terime klau aku ade buat salah smpai kau da tak syg aku,
tp ape? kau trus pretend like i was ur only one. klau kau syg someone
kau kne jujur. kau tak leh syg due org. kau tau ke tak fact tu?
atau kau mmg da tak syg aku? kau syg that girl kan. then kau mtk break kat aku.
cmtu la gak kne kat aku dlu mse ex kau yg call aku tu. semue gurl kau buat cmtu?
tp aku takleh lupe one thing,aku tak leh lupe mse aku dtg umah kau. bole lak en kau biar je aku. mcm aku tak wujud kat dlm umah kau tu. kau buat hal kau je. msti kau tak pernah fkir klau kau dtg umah aku,aku buat cmtu? kau pernah fkir? takde en. klau segan dpn ur parents pun at least tnye la time makan tu. aku tak la nak dilayan mcm puteri manje punye,tp at least jemput la mkn ke. letakkn nasi ke. ni kau bole sedap je mkn mcm aku takde kat sebelah kau. tu bukan rumah aku. 1st time lg. takkn time korg mkn aku terus mencelah. amek nasi sume. for sure la aku segan.

tp aku simpan dlm hati je sume tu sbb maira adik kau manje ngn aku. i have a good time with maira. ckp ngn die. die suke peluk aku. and umi die. msuk umah die kali ke-2 bru blek dr taman,umi die suro duk sebelah die. aku pun duduk sebelah umi die. hmm. klau nk cite pasal kau ngn aku, byk lg kan. tp semuenye tinggal kenangan. kau baik dpn aku, kuar ngn kau it feels like fairytale. mmg kau baik. tp belakang aku,kau dah pun curang.

goodbye matin.

banyak tanye lah kau! :P

What do you like others to call you for short ?
-diba.
Reason ?
-bacause that is my name.


Do you currently have a boyfriend ?
-yes.
Reason ?
-sbb aku ada bf lah. haha.


Do you love your current boyfriend ?
-yes. takkan la jd bf klau tak syg.
Reason ?
-he's different and first time i got bf like him.


Did you ever kissed ur boyfriend ?
-i love hug than kiss. p/s oi daia, kau ckp idk? alalala. aku tau. haha. :)
Reason ?
-ape punye soalan ni? kalah SPM punye soalan susah die. haha.


Have you ever had sex before ?
-NO!
Reason ?
-berdosa la. im muslim. dah kahwin boleh la.


Who is your bestfriend ?
-nadd my good friend.
-teah my laughing gas. i can't stop laughing with her. haha.
-daia my understanding friend.
-others ramai lagi. :)
Reason ?
-always be there with me and sharing our problems together. understand my jokes, they always laughed when i tell them a joke.


Have you ever wanted to kill somebody in your class ?
-no.
Reason ?
-they are just nice.


How tall are you now ?
-5 feet lebih.
Reason ?
-sbb saye dilahirkan begitu. saye mkn byk tau! :P


What is your weight ?
-43 kg. turun due kg.
Reason ?
-makan tak tentu.


Your favourite colours ?
-black
-blue
-white
-purple
Reason ?
-simple.


What are you doing now ?
-doing this lah.
Reason ?
-dah kau byk tanye. nak tnye lagi. sumbat bula golf dlm mulut tau la. haha.


Turn to your left, what do you see ?
-iron. bukan iron man ye. seterika.
Reason ?
-tempat nak seterika baju la. nak aku seterika badan kau? haha.


What have you been doing today ?
-school.
-laughing.
Reason ?
-itu yg saye nak buat.


What did your last message say ?
-"ok thanks." from echa.
Reason ?
-sbb masukkan gmbr die di fb dan ms.


Where do you wish you were right now ?
-swimming pool.
Reason ?
-lame tak berenang. ;)


Who are you missing right now ?
-matin.
-shuw.
-qayya.
-dila.
-nana.
-dan ramai lagi aku rindu.
Reason ?
-sbb rindu lah.


When was the last time you cried ?
-a month ago.
Reason ?
-thinking about something.


Do you still love your ex-boyfriend ?
-biase2 je.
Reason ?
-kwn tegur biase2 je.


If you got the chance to say something to your ex-boyfriend, what would it be ?
-to a : abg jage diba dgn baik dulu. thanks abg.
-to f : paling best tgk muvie ice age 3 doe ngn kau.
-to r : kau bwk psp kau,game die melupakan aku tgk screen muvie. membazir beli tiket muvie. haha.
Reason ?
-it's just a memory. what is left memories. a lot of kind,type of memory.


If you had a chance to asked your ex-boyfriend a question, what would it be ?
-to f : asal kau drop ekonomi?
Reason ?
-tak tau soalan lain. haha.


If you had a chance to meet your ex-boyfriend now, what is the first thing you will say ?
-hari2 aku jumpe kat kelas. ckp ape. yg lain lg tak tau nak ckp ape.
Reason ?
-don't know.


Will you leave your current boyfriend if your ex-boyfriend comes back to you ?
-no. not because my ex-bf i'll leave my current bf.
Reason ?
-im not like that. it's not me.

What is your wish today on 30 April 2010 , 18.03 PM ?
-i wish spm habis cepat.
-i wish my abg dan kakak will get married cepat,nnt aku nak anak buah. bg aku jage diorg. wah! haha.
Reason ?
-tired study.
-nak tgk siblings kahwin and dpt anak buah yg dekat ngn aku. i wish la.


What is your wish in your prayers today ?
-jiwa tenang.
-spm dpt A+
Reason ?
-because to get a good life in future.